Saturday, August 22, 2009

11

Looking at her today, but only seeing him.
Tears threatening to fall.
Wishing for rain...its too bright outside.
11 months.
Its a sad day.

8 comments:

Marga├ža said...

Last night I went to Gavin´s blog to see the movie of him waving... I still don´t believe this is true. I still don´t believe it is almost one year.

I can only imagine your pain, but I understand your feelings. I only met Gavin on his blog and I keep seing him in so many things my son does...

Courage, my friend.

Love,

Alice ( Martim´s mum)

mrsarainey said...

thinking of you all today, and always.

Gavin is always with you, he is the sunshine and the rain. He is there everyday.

ashleymeetmark from MUA

Matt & Staci said...

I'm sorry you are having a rough day. I was just thinking that it has almost been a year...

You have been through a lot in the past year. Lets get together this week for a play date. Just sit and visit and cry if you want. I'd love it!

Janell said...

:( I'm sorry, Bethany. Thinking of you today.

nancy said...

thinking of you and praying for you. i remember "11" only too well. reliving each sequence of events and missing your son so much you can scarcely breathe.
may you and andre feel the love and the prayers of so many who care.

Anonymous said...

I pray for God's mercy to help you get through each day. Blessings and hugs. Kelly

Erin said...

Thinking of you and wishing it would rain.

boyefamily said...

thinking about you and your family. you will always be in my prayers.